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<br>i am leo! this is the stupid long page
<br>i am a csa/cocsa victim, with a <b><i>aggressive incest trigger.</i></b> i expect you to be respectful of it.
<br>it comes at the hands of 2 decades of assault. as a result, other related triggers upset me as well.
<br>this includes incest/pro-ship/whatever discourse.
<br>this is because my ex raped and planned to kill me over it.
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<br>other triggers are more lightweight.
<br>a certain extremely well known disco track comes to mind.
<br>i am more likely to stay controlled when interacting with this content against my wishes.
<br>however, i will still request you avoid putting blazblue and tales of the abyss in front of me.
<br>exceptions are for ragna, ion, and sync.
<br>please also note that despite me having exceptions, this does not change how much certain concepts upset me.
<br>after all, my favorite fire emblem is geneaology of the holy war.
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<br>i have unmedicated schizophrenia and OCD. these are diagnosed. (i am also legally blind.)
<br>i also have a untreated dissociative disorder, comorbid with C-PTSD. which one? no clue.
<br>this makes it so that i am incredibly spastic, violent, and forgetful.
<br>i have advanced, long lasting delusions, and extreme intrusive thoughts, as well as strange vocabulary and inhuman grammar.
<br>i also have incredibly absurd religious beliefs tied to this.
<br><b>i have a tendency to harm myself and others when i lash out from these disorders.
<br>please don't consider me a threat despite this fact.</b> i am merely a disabled man.
<br>if you do not upset me, or cause flare ups, we should have no problems regardless.
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<br>i believe i am god.
<br>this is because i am.
<br>i have incredibly strange religious and spiritual beliefs. if you've heard of "hub world theory" in kin circles, that is the barebones version from several years ago. (sorry.)
<br>most of these were obtained during times i cannot recall, or that i was not in control of my brain.
<br>thus, i cannot tell you which pieces are my own thoughts, which are parts of existing religions i am not a part of, and which ones are spiritualist beliefs i am not a part of.
<br>as far as i can tell, besides the akashic records and the original origin for the term 'nephilim,' i have come up with most of it myself.
<br>i will not push this on you. i am deeply ashamed of everything outside of "i am god."
<br>if you wish to know more, please ask.
<br>i am not responsible in the case that i exist in your spiritual experience/astral projections.
<br>that has happened before. sorry.
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<br>i talk about abuse often. typically past abuse.
<br>based on the info on this page, if this will upset you, <b>please look away from me.</b>
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<br>due to said abuse, i am hypersexual.
<br>i cannot turn this off. my brain is absolutely broken.
<br>please note that this does not mean i will hit on everyone i see, or proposition you for sex. i will approach you if i am interested, and you are poly.
<br>this also does not make me bisexual. the implication of that triggers me, as well.
<br>i become aroused at very minimal things. do not touch me.
<br>i also have strange fetishes. nothing dangerous, but please don't look down at me because of these. they, and this disorder, brings me extreme shame.
<br>as a result, i must request <b><i>that no minors interact with me.</i></b>
<br>you are not at risk, but i must cover all bases.